Posted on October 21, 2017
There are certain moments as a photographer that completely take my breath away. I feel the emotion of the moment, click my shutter, and know that emotion will be captured forever. THIS was one of those moments. All of the stars aligned. The location, the family, the light, and the connection – it all came together to create a photograph that will be one of my favorites of all time. Thank you so much to the Baumgart family for giving me this moment. Every time I see this photo, I feel that connection between this beautiful mother and her child, it makes me feel the connection that I have with my children, and it brings tears to my eyes.
Little Sierra just turned one and she is quite the charmer. My husband came along to assist me with sessions that day, and she had him wrapped around her little finger. She was throwing him all of her smiles and even blowing kisses. It was such a joy to create memories with this beautiful family. I am so looking forward to creating memories with them for years to come.
Here are a few of my favorites from their session:
Posted on October 20, 2017
Pets make everything more fun, including family photos! When Nicole mentioned including their pups in their family photos, I jumped at the chance. I had such a great time chasing them around and capturing them in their element. Nicole and Kale adopted Trapper and Bud as a bonded pair less than a year ago. Bonded pair is right! These two dogs are inseparable and so adorable. I loved watching them be on the look out for bunnies and other dogs. I also loved all of the natural smiles and laughs we captured during the couple’s photos because Trapper and Bud were barking up a storm. I’m so glad that I met this wonderful family and I am looking forward to seeing them next time. Here are a few of my favorites from their session.
Posted on October 12, 2017
This is my all time favorite session ever! My daughter has become slightly obsessed with the Disney Descendants movies (ok, ok… so have I. I catch myself singing “What’s my Name” and “Rotten to the Core” more often than I care to admit). She begged me to let her be Evie for Halloween (this is the character that is the evil queen’s daughter). When her cute friend Kamren decided to be Mal (Malificent’s daughter) for Halloween, I had an idea. Kam’s mom Brianna is a make up artist (@beautybybreezy_) and I am a photographer. Why not go ALL OUT and do a Descendants themed shoot of them in their costumes?
I wanted a location that would look like the Isle of the Lost from the movies. We searched for hours and found the best locations with graffiti murals by Zane Kingcade right here in Escondido.
We played our favorite songs from the movies to help the girls get into character. We all had so much fun and I couldn’t be happier with how the photos turned out! When I was 6, I would have flipped out if I had professional make up and a photo shoot as my favorite character. I hope that I will be winning some mom awards in my daughter’s eyes.
Posted on October 9, 2017
I had the wonderful opportunity to photograph the most beautiful mother and daughter duo. This was a very special session that was near and dear to my heart. Amanda and Alianna are two of the strongest people that I know. Their journey with spina bifida is one that truly motivates and inspires me. I wanted to give Amanda the opportunity to share their story during Spina Bifida Awareness Month (October) with the hope that it will touch the hearts of those that truly need it the most.
“I found out Alianna had spina bifida a week after my 20 week routine anatomy scan. They told me she was a girl, but they didn’t tell me she has SB. They called me a few days later to go in to get more pictures taken. That’s when I had a gut feeling I knew something might be wrong. The doctor came in and said, “there’s something wrong with your baby, she has spina bifida.” I’ll never forget those words because they are the only words I heard while she was in that room. I couldn’t stop crying and I didn’t even know what exactly spina bifida was yet! I just knew it was something that was going to rock our worlds.
They gave me three options, surgery on her spine after she’s born, surgery while I was still pregnant, or abortion. I had till 24 weeks to decide. I felt selfish to bring a child into this world with a life long disability. I also felt unqualified as a mother. I didn’t think that I could handle my daughter going through therapies, medical treatments, doctor appointments and surprise surgeries for her entire life. I had all these thoughts on my plate and decisions to make at 19 years old. But, I knew right away that I didn’t want to abort her, because she was kicking her legs in the ultrasound. I believe that was her telling me to give her a chance at life!!
We went home to google spina bifida. It was a horrible mistake until I came across a picture of a beautiful little girl with long blond hair and a beautiful scar on her lower back. The caption said, “60-90% of babies are aborted with SB, who would want a child with a scar on their back?”. It was obviously sarcastic. But, I believe that was God saying that Alianna was going to be beautiful and that she’s still going to be my daughter and be absolutely amazing and just have a scar on her back too. I felt there that we could handle anything that came our way!
I researched the fetal surgery, and saw the amazing results from the study. 80% more likely to not need a shunt, and I believe 20-40% more likely to not need any sort of help when walking (like a walker, crutches or braces). I will never know how the surgery benefited Alianna and her quality of life, but I just knew in my heart I wanted to do anything and everything in my power to give her the best chance at life! The 3 hour long surgery was scary, but as I rolled in the operating room, I felt God’s unexplainable peace fall over me and into my heart. I knew things were going to be ok.
A risk to having the fetal surgery was possibly going into preterm labor. My water broke early at 31 weeks but I was able to stay pregnant on strict hospital bed rest until 34 weeks pregnant! I gave birth to Alianna Isabel July 6th 2011 at 10:02 am! She only needed to stay in the NICU to gain weight for 12 days. She was absolutely PERFECT and beautiful… with just a cute little healing scar on her back.
She was carefully monitored for her mild hydrocephalus and we thought we avoided a shunt since we passed the 1 year mark of not needing one. But, at 14 months she needed to have an ETV surgery where instead of placing a shunt, they drilled a hole to drain the fluid buildup into her third ventricle. So far we have not needed any revisions or had any scares when it comes to her brain!
When she was almost 3 years old she lost function in her left foot, so we needed to have tethered cord surgery. She needed a revision, a second surgery less than a week later since the first incision kept leaking. After that, she stayed laying on her tummy for three weeks but I was able to pick her up and hold her for the first time on Mother’s Day. It was the best present if you ask me! Ever since then, we have been so gracefully lucky to not need any surgeries! Praise Jesus!
She does need assistance walking and wears cute little pink braces with dragons and fairies on them. She also needs help using the bathroom via catheter and cone enema. It was scary to me at first thinking that I needed to do this for her, but we adapted, learned and rose to the challenge. It really isn’t that hard once you get used to it and she now is learning to catheterize herself! Soon she will be able to head to the regular bathrooms at school and just keep a small tube of a lipgloss sized looking catheter in her pocket so no one will ever really know she empties her bladder differently.
The doctors initially told me she might not ever be able to walk and would need to be in a wheelchair her whole life. But, today she loves to swim by herself, rock climb, do gymnastics, climb monkey bars and trees. She loves and appreciates life and I do not regret my decision to do anything I could to make sure that my daughter has the best life possible given her circumstances. I never treat her like she can’t do anything, I let her try for herself. I have always tried to make sure she was as independent as possible at an early age, despite the desire to keep her in bubble wrap and do everything for her. This has all helped her self confidence and she walks around not letting her disability hold her back.
To wrap this up, My favorite story of Alianna is a few years ago watching her when she was trying to get her shoes on her foot. She is not able to point her feet down, only up, so she wasn’t able to get her shoe on. But instead of being frustrated like me or most people would have been, she was laughing the whole time. That’s when I knew in my heart that my daughter has spina bifida, but spina bifida does NOT HAVE HER.
Posted on September 27, 2017
The McCauley family was so wonderful to work with! I had a great time getting to know them. It was so fun to see their little Lance in his element. He just loved playing with daddy, holding his parent’s hands and practicing walking, playing with the dirt and rocks, and eating his snacks. It was so great to get to capture him just being himself and having fun. Seeing the connection between this family was really a site to behold. I also really loved this beautiful location. Rancho Guajome Adobe is such a gorgeous place. I will definitely be going back for more sessions there. Thanks again to the McCauley family for such a great time!
Posted on September 13, 2017
I can hardly believe it, but I have lived in San Diego for four years now (for those that don’t know, I was born and raised in Utah). I still feel like a tourist here at times. There are just so many beautiful places to see and to photograph. Although I used to live in East County San Diego for years, I hadn’t ever been to the Sweetwater River Bridge / Steel Canyon Bridge. It’s a beautiful place that goes by many names. Now that I am in North County, it seemed to be the perfect time to go, right? It was SO worth the drive. The Sweetwater River Bridge in El Cajon is picture perfect. It isn’t a hike to get to it either, it is just right off of Campo Road! What made this session even more fun was the amazing family that I got to photograph. I had a great time playing with the kids and bringing out their true personalities. She was like a princess when she twirled in her dress. He was very excited about his fruit snack bribe and loved to scream to make us all laugh. It was a picture perfect night with a wonderful family, beautiful light, and a gorgeous location. I’m secretly hoping that another family wants to have their photos taken there soon so that I have a good excuse to go back.
Posted on July 20, 2017
I moved to San Diego soon after discovering my love for photography, and I have been here for years. So, I haven’t had the opportunity to photograph most of my family and friends in Utah. I was glad to finally be able to share my passion for photography with them. I had a wonderful photographer friend that came to help me and she even got some fun behind the scenes shots of me in action. When she sent me the photos she took of me, she titled it the “Photo Session Bonanza”. It’s quite fitting! Somehow, by some miracle, I managed to do ten shoots in one weekend! All while traveling with an infant. I must be out of my mind. But, I loved every minute of it. Don’t mind my hair… it was 100 degrees outside!
Photos by Laurie Ellsworth Photography. If you are in Utah, I highly recommend her!
Here are a few sneak peeks at what I have been working on. If you don’t see me for a while, it is likely that I am at home editing! I set a new personal record for the number of sessions completed in one weekend. I might just make a tradition out of this, so, if you are located in Utah – I may just be back to do your session too! Or, if you are ever in San Diego, let me know! I love to do sessions for Utahans that are visiting!